August 2008
8 posts
Practice, Practice, Practice...
That’s what my therapist says dating is. Its all about practice so you can get good at it. Identify the problems, or what you are doing wrong, and figure out what you want out of the relationship, and figure out the type of person you want to be with. I didn’t realize it was this difficult, and some would say I’m making it difficult for myself but who knows. I think I just...
my heart (ok, my ego) hurts
I think there is a trend among the guys I meet and attracted to, and it’s that they are self centered bastards. XXX flaked on me. He didn’t call me on Friday to confirm lime he said he would. He texted me today at 2 saying he would call me in a bit but never did. That just greater confirms my detest for people who are green to LA. He probably got invited to some Hollywood bullshit...
Annoying late night phone calls
Cookie annoyingly called me late last night. He said he wanted to chat. Said that it was the truth that he really did get set up with his current gf and that he didn’t know her or date her before then and was offended that I was calling him a liar. Whatever. So he decided to call me and chat with someone who was annoying you? I don’t get it. I told him I was annoyed and wanted to...
Time For Myself
After all the frustrations with guys and match, I am going to just take a break from TRYING and just let things be. I rescheduled my appt. with the therapist for tomorrow b/c my friend got me as their +1 for a concert tonight. But I’ve been thinking a lot and although I am going to go on the date with XXX on Saturday, I’m still just going to relax and just let things take their...
Delete!
I deleted BS from my phone. And the pictures I saved from his myspace. Of course I didn’t have any pictures I took myself of him with or without me, because we were never there. And because we were never there, it shouldn’t hurt as much. But it still does. I hate that I really fell for him and that he proved to be a dud in more ways than one, but I am am happy for the fact that I...
The Catch-Up Post
I’ve been bad about posting for my audience of two, I’ve been telling the stories via telephone or other means. Anyway, here goes for my secret audience.
I decided to rename WG. His new name are his actual initals which are bizzarely true of his being - BS. He is so full of it. It really is ridiculous. We’re pretty much broken up. He called me when he got back from his...
“An here I go again on my own
Goin down the only road Ive ever known,
Like a...”
– Whitesnake
Back after a month of being in love...
I don’t know about a month, but I was definitely infatuated for at least 2 weeks. It was very romantic, crazy, and spontaneous when it first happened. It felt like fate. We talked about it being fate and how we were looking for each other our whole lives. Yes, that kind of sap. The kind of sap that I’m not. The kind of sap where I would think of him constantly and tell him. ...