He’s Just Not That Into Me
thursday’s date with NF was the first date in awhile where i really liked the guy. today is monday. he hasn’t called or stalked my profile. when i drove past him after saying bye to him that evening, i saw him on the phone. definitely a “he’s just not that into you” movie moment. i was hoping he was just checking his voice mails, but i have a feeling that it was not the case. i suppose i can be annoyed about this and give up (which i am close to doing), or i can just see it as a step in the right direction. like i’m getting closer to what i am looking for. i mean, the odds have to be in my favor, don’t they? i can’t leave vegas empty handed or in the red. that’s just not me. i’d like to think its just getting closer. i have faith. george michael says i’ve got to.
