its been awhile…
its been awhile since i’ve written and a while since i’ve dated. the fact that i am writing right now is by no means an indication i have dated, though. i have taken on a new attitude (yes, again). now it is no more online dating, and well, no more dating at all. this is not to say that i have become asexual. it just means that i am going to try not to be judgmental with anyone and assume anything. a big part of my observations of my friends who reflected me, or observing my actions myself, is that i wouldn’t want to talk or open myself up to people who i did not find to be potential mates. then i did the math. that completely limited my contact down to a very small percentage. because what are the chances of THAT person feeling the same way about me? that just leads to problems and really great stories for YOU! haha.
well, the point is, i’m going to go back to the days of grade school, where you talk to people because they are people and don’t really think anything of it. the only thing you are interested in is possibly having a friendship and then figure if something grows from there then it will. no point in trying to go on a racetrack without knowing how to drive a car first, right?
