This Honesty Thing…
This morning I started a draft of a post that was titled, “Dilemma”. It was the dilemma of whether I should try to date Zoolander (Actor/Model guy I met yesterday) and Weedguy (WG) at the same time. I would be able to do it if I didn’t have such a great connection with WG. I saw WG last night and it is just really comfortable to be around him. He met a gang of my guy friends. He was sized up by them. He held my hand during the performance. He gave me my space. It was really nice and just felt right. I thought about Zoolander this morning, and I thought about WG. During lunch, I talked to two friends about the Dilemma. One of them told me that one of the girls he is dating found out about the others and dumped his ass. Of course she was the one he liked the most. My friend made a good point about things. He said even though I was physically attracted to Zoolander, all that will fade. His sports talk probably will get old too. So I told Zoolander in an email (after he had emailed me last night asking me out again), that I would love to hang out with him again, but just as friends because I had met someone. I know I could have dated them both, but I am not a dating multi-tasker. I like this connection I have with WG and I’d really like to see where it goes. This is a pretty rare thing for me, I would hate to lose it over greediness.
