i think i’m back.
After several failed attempts at dating services, craigslist, random acts of weed, and going into cookie relapse, I’ve decided its probably time for me to get back on the proverbial horse and sign up again. I’ve droped my therapist (I got tired of hearing myself complain), have new roommates who happen to be single girls, and have added several new sets of friends to the mix, as well as trying to have a new attitude towards “all this”. I am going to try, try, again. The whole “letting them come to me” and “joining activites” led me to a dead end and a crush on a friend’s friend who is too young for me and I’m assuming is “just not that into me”. Yes, I watched the movie recently too. As cheesy as it sounds, it gave me new hope to try again. Being the cyberdater, I liken myself to Drew Barrymore’s character more than any of the rest of them. And if I were to be a “Sex in the City” character, I would liken the “new me” to Charlotte. Yes, there is a “new me” and a “new attitude”. I am going to try this out because, hell, it can’t hurt to be on my best behavior. Oh I need to stop saying “hell”, don’t I?
